Archive for October, 2011

October 31, 2011


In my days I’ve dealt with insanity, my

October 30, 2011

In my days I’ve dealt with insanity, my own and the worlds’. I’ve learned a lot from my experience. After all, the only way you ever get away from a problem is by finding answers, and when you’ve got a lot of problems eventually you’ll end up with a lot of answers. Now that I have these answers, what do I do with them? That’s easy, I share them. They’re free, and it feels great to help people get rid of their woes. In fact, this is one of the highest callings in life, to preserve life…better yet, what higher purpose is there? So the other day I happened to read a poem on a yahoo group for poets which told of a man who was in similar conditions to what I went through with the field of psychology. It ain’t pretty when people are telling you that you’ll never be well, you’ll never find a solid thing to rely on, here’s your pills and I’ll see you in a month. It’s an incredible double standard, to say trust me but I’m not sure if you’ll succeed. They have to do it though, if they want to make any money that is. Now, this guy who I made a valiant effort to assist in his troubles had something he can rely on with me…why????? Because I talk to the big doctor in the sky. The one who knows what you need, when you need it, and is more than willing to give it to you for free. He’d stumble over tables and put off dinner before He’d let another moment go by without you having it! How come psychologist never told me that? or anybody that? So things should be good now that I’ve asked the man in the sky for some assistance in assisting right? Right. But, it doesn’t mean that people aren’t going to hate from the side lines. Haters, why you hatin? Ain’t it time to love a little? I guarantee you it’ll feel good if you let it happen. So a hater wanted to make sure I knew that I should be hated and that he was the one to do the job. Not the best timing. I’m trying to help someone over here. So you can go for a walk buddy. Don’t waste my time, I’m not here to play games with you. This is serious and if you can’t be an adult then leave the premises immediately. Don’t make me say any more. And now it’s time to get back to business, letting go of my frustration with that person. Bringing my focus back into perspective and achieving worth while goals. How can you be a believer of Christ and say such things?! This is an outrage that you preach in this manner and further more that you advocate it openly! Anger is a sin! Well hold the phone my friend, God get’s angry. God has it in Him to strike fear into the hearts of the wicked…and furthermore, He’s promised it for us as well. Now I’m not saying that you should just be mean to people, far from it. We gotta develop the patience of Job in circumstances, and be able to hear things we don’t wanna hear to the extreme! But God gave me a brain, and in that brain I have the ability to understand stuff. Like when someone is only looking for an argument. You don’t have to be a rocket scientist to recognize these things either. When someone calls your efforts to help someone garbage or something similar, do you really think you’re gonna have an intelligent conversation with that person? Have you considered the possibility that people require a stern talking to every now and then? If you do think an intelligent conversation is possible, or if you haven’t considered whether or not people have a need for a stern talking to every now and then, then you probably haven’t tried to deal with stubborn people before, or at least not too hard anyway. I’ve dealt with hard headed people, I’ve been a hard headed person myself and so I’ve learned to recognize when a conversation is unmanageable. You can run from it as long as you like, or you can dance in circles with them until you’re sick of living, either way it isn’t going to make a damn bit of difference. Because they don’t care, all they have to do is run away too, or make you dance in circles with ever changing and…

October 29, 2011

October 29, 2011

I have several fears, that come to mind,

October 28, 2011

I have several fears,
that come to mind,
when trying to praise Him.

None of them worth while.
All conquered with a smile.
Stand up tall through it all,
and you won’t fall but install the love and teaching to the people.

Pride has no sense of logic. You can eas

October 27, 2011

Pride has no sense of logic. You can easily see this when talking to a selfish person about responsibility, no matter what you say or how well you say it, it matters not to them. You gotta know for yourself, if you have in fact thought it out, that they are going to be that way and you shouldn’t let it bother too much because the only thing you can do about it is be a good person and go on living.

Wrestling With Bulls: a model for though

October 27, 2011

Wrestling With Bulls: a model for thought. How do you wrestle a bull and win? The only thing is, you have no tools to use other than your mind and your body. Obviously you don’t want to get hurt, and to make it even better, you can’t hurt the bull either. So how do you do it? Grab him by the ears. Not in an attempt to hurt him, but because there’s no other part of him to grab onto without getting yourself killed. Interestingly enough, a strong grip is attained not by strength, but by relaxing. So you keep your hands firmly in their position, and relax your mind and body. He will fight you. But every movement he makes causes him agonizing pain. If he isn’t completely hard headed, he’ll get the picture and stop fighting eventually, or he’ll become tired enough to ride on his back. However, not all bulls use their minds, so he just might decide to try and crush you at his own physical expense by rearing up and trying to drop his weight on you. So you jump off of him and wait for him to charge, because he will, his pride is now at stake and he’s angry that you bothered him. So you have to be cunning again, and as he runs straight at you keep calm and step off to the side so that you can jump back on him and try again. He’ll either get the picture that you deserve the respect and he should give up, or he’ll die trying. Either way, what a ride, and a lesson for bulls everywhere.

October 27, 2011

October 27, 2011

There are a billion things in the world

October 26, 2011

There are a billion things in the world that I can think about which make me angry and or hurt me, i.e. people I love causing me grief, instead of helping…but I gotta be able to say to myself that I don’t care, and think about the things in my life that make me happy, i.e. goals, and the success I’ve already made. I am a success already, although my dreams have not yet come to pass, I’m the one working on them and that’s commendable. If it were someone else I’d pat him/her on the back and feel good about the fact that they’re making a difference in the world. Why shouldn’t I be able to say that to myself?